I totally have my reason for it, well at least big part of it is true. I was so busy with assignments and test as I mentioned in my not-too-long-ago-post. It’s been more than a week since I was slacking. I suppose to be studying for my final exams of my Uni-life. Yet I’m here wasting my precious time, doing every bit of unproductive things.

I feel the guilt, but there’s a thought in me eating me up each day recently. Nowadays I often stared into space and think of my future. The days of my studies will be over soon(hope so), my career life will be slapping my lazy face awake. I’ll be facing my real employer everyday, I’ll be counting my hairs dropping each day till I see none left.

Not like I have not worked before. I even lose count of all the jobs I ever did. I know myself very well, I love to work. I always wanted to join the rush hour (not the conjestion), but I can foresee myself missing this moment soon; sitting in my bed without knowing why the hell I am still in bed, making the cofee I do not need, preparing the delicious meal that I know I should be on diet. Geez, I’m such a drama king here. outz

Imagine being a small ant walking around in a big big house. Nobody notice you when you walk around, nobody bother to step on you because you’re not stealing food.

That is exactly what I am now, as an intern in this very big company. I walk here and there in the office, poking colleagues that I barely know. Going up and down the lift, visiting places that I’ve ever been. It kinda obvious at time, but nobody cares.

In the office

It’s the third day in the office without any job assigned. I gradually get to know more colleagues as they return to office after their assignments. Surfing blogs is my routine job now, and I officially, became a faithful reader of thestar.com.my (unwillingly).

I’m trying to reduce my caffeine intake not because I’m addicted to it or I need to have it. It’s because I got used to walking around and unconsciencely end up at the pantry or cafeteria. Furthermore the drinks are free.

This is basically what I do for the entire day. My colleague suggest me to go shopping leaving the laptop at my workplace. Afterall nobody knows, or perhaps, nobody cares.

This is my second week of my Internship programme in PwC. I’m proud to be here but it’s starting to feel boring.

It’s already the 4th hour of the day and yet I’m staring at the screen doing nothing productive. There’s no job assigned to me and no Managers to lead me. I feel neglected!

No facebook, gmail or anything else that can keep me busy. That is why I end up here writing this. The only thing i can exploit is the unlimited coffee machine in the pantry, and that includes milo, too.

Work aside, it is my birthday today. Whenever I hear that word my heart falls to the ground like a brick. Another year for me, and more ahead. Thanks for all the wishes my friends.

*Big Sigh*â„¢

Everybody’s working already, 1 after another getting a job, some still working on finding themselves a job, bought cars, new career, a whole new chapter in life.

At the mean time, I’m still here studying summer course, alone in Melbourne! I still have long way to go before I can afford paying for my own pair of shoes! Geez.. think of it really freaks me out. Just can’t wait to start building my own life.

Congratulations to all who found their job and all the best, for those who are looking for better opportunities, good luck to ya’ll! Lastly to those who are still studying, lets race againts the drift and catch up with the rest!