I totally have my reason for it, well at least big part of it is true. I was so busy with assignments and test as I mentioned in my not-too-long-ago-post. It’s been more than a week since I was slacking. I suppose to be studying for my final exams of my Uni-life. Yet I’m here wasting my precious time, doing every bit of unproductive things.

I feel the guilt, but there’s a thought in me eating me up each day recently. Nowadays I often stared into space and think of my future. The days of my studies will be over soon(hope so), my career life will be slapping my lazy face awake. I’ll be facing my real employer everyday, I’ll be counting my hairs dropping each day till I see none left.

Not like I have not worked before. I even lose count of all the jobs I ever did. I know myself very well, I love to work. I always wanted to join the rush hour (not the conjestion), but I can foresee myself missing this moment soon; sitting in my bed without knowing why the hell I am still in bed, making the cofee I do not need, preparing the delicious meal that I know I should be on diet. Geez, I’m such a drama king here. outz

Somebody help me with this tough decision!! Which field should I go for?? Should I sit in front of the computer and keep typing codes that doesn’t make sense to most of ya’ll? or go running around auditing systems which may explode into a mushroom cloud??

I have interest in both of it and to me they seems to have equally bright future. Please share your thoughts!!