It was so long since I used my iPod on the road. My iPod battery was drained when I found it yesterday, it shows that it had been so long since I last used it, – I do not remember.

I was preparing for the battle of the chosen and decided to arrive an hour early at the arena so I might need my iPod. The battle has ended and I was mortified when I left the arena, realizing how defeated I am.

I stared out the window of the half-hour train ride, I did not bother strapping on my Seinnheiser.

I have too much in mind, too much to think that there’s no time for music. They say wiser, I say older.

I have changed.

I know I know.. I have abandoned my blog for a very long time. Readers don’t even bother to come back anymore eh? So sorry about that because I am in a very difficult phase right now. My brain has too much information to process that it can easily overheat and turn into a useless piece of walnut.

The world is undergoing the economic crisis, it affects me so much that I am experiencing my own life crisis now – the life changing phase. A lot of us already experienced the life changing phase and to me this is second biggest phase change after I arrived at Melbourne 2.5 years ago.

A lot of people tell me, “You should be enjoying your life now, you will have no time when you start working and you’ll regret that you never appreciate it.”

It may be true for most of the people out there working, but I am not one of them. I’ve been through the toughest time FullTime(working+studying) = crazyness. So going back to the working life is not much of a challenge to me. In fact it is more challenging to get a job now.

Nowadays I rather spend my time sending out resumes rather than blabbering here, but today is different. I came back because I need to calm my nerves. I have got a group interview tomorrow. Preparation is on the way but my nerves are running wild too.

I am so nervous because this seems to be a golden opportunity, just like the previous one. It is so hard to get your CV approved at initial screening and even harder to get a job you want! It is like hunting for a cobra in the desert! You just keep walking and walking and walking until you are wasted and not knowing where you are, suddenly a snake pops out from no where and bit you on your ass cheek. Ouch.

Hope it’ll be smooth-sailing tomorrow, and also the face-to-face interview after (if I passed).

Arhhh, instead of an ass burning sunny day, it looks like it will be raining tomorrow. Not that smooth already. Damn.