Had badminton today with few of my friends today, 3 players FFK(didn’t turn up), 1 of them has the initiative to find replacement for the game. I was waiting there at the court at 5pm, and I see no sign of familiar faces.

I started to get piss already, kinda fed up to organize game anymore. But that’s the only thing I can do here, to keep me feel alive. I don’t want to stay home and feel lonely. Badminton is the only thing that make me feel good here living in Australia, honestly.

It’s half past 5 and I finally saw CL sweating himself here. Lucky he turn up or else I really wanna whack him because he is the one who suggested to play today. I started to warm up with him playing singles.

My mood is already off and I forgot that I haven’t warm up my legs yet. While I was trying to hit the shuttlecock, a demon from beneath pulled my leg and sprained my ankle. Again, same spot, same leg, same old injury attacked my nerves again.

Went to library today to do my assignments, I’m glad that I’ve completed almost 70% of 1 out of 3 assignments. Haha.. plenty more left.

I joined my my friends for lunch at Campus Center, though I wasn’t hungry but I decided to grab a meal at least. Halfway through swallowing the not-so-tasty-fried-mee, they started to debate about who we should prioritize between relationship and friends.

It’s a very common question among us and normally people will tend to answer ‘friends’. But what I want to know is, how many of you out there actually put relationships before others? Even though you know it’s unfair.

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Assignments piling up, exams coming soon, datelines even closer.. yet I’m still writing this now.. I dunno.. just taking my time off and feel like updating my blog.

After I landed on this big island, I met few old friends who I never thought of seeing them here, not even thought of seeing them in my entire life. 2 of them are my long-lost best pals. 1 I never met 1 of them for more than 3 years, and another nearly 7 years, if I remember correctly.

They say I changed, into someone else, they say it’s like knowing a new friend. Is this a bad thing? Did I lose the old me? Do you still want me to be who you once remember?

Well time really flies, everybody knows that, but friends are forever, no matter how many light years have passed. I’m glad that I can still count on them, no matter how much problems I’d caused them.

I hardly recall how I used to be, maybe a little, but not very much. I only remember the bad things I did, which I’ll never forget and I’ll take it as my guidance for life, to avoid mistakes again of course.

I can’t even remember myself, will you remember me?

You can hear your heart pumping hard on your chest, your eyes trying to focus at the speed of lightning, raising your hand and grasps for that one blow to kill.

That’s something I learned from playing Squash! Hehe.. Yes, the game I played so far that sweats enormously within a short period of time. It has been almost 9 years since I last play squash in high school.

It’s a very challenging game, a ball so small traveling at such high speed, it’s nearly impossible to see its path. Running here and there to make sure you have at least a swing at that stubborn rubber ball.

So far this is the second time I played during the weekend. I was unable to run fast enough because I forgot to warm up properly. Lost all 3 games to the other players. Well I still enjoy the game, it makes me stronger and improves my reflects. Well, looking forward to play again this weekend.

1 Litre of Tears is introduced by Rayner. He say it’s nice, and it was in my hard drive for few weeks already. Finally I’ve decided to click on it.

Surprisingly I finish all 11 episodes in 2 days. Honestly, it’s a tear-shedding sad drama but I highly recommend you to watch.

Based on a true story. This story is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25.

The original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Liter of Tears” has sold over 1.1 million copies.

Aya’s only wish was “to live.” By carefully depicting Aya’s earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Liter of Tears” wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.”

Aya had more determination than anyone could imagine. She still hold on to her wish until her last breath.

The story taught us the meaning of life, she gave us the strength and determination to live on.

“Live on. Forever”

Rest in peace, Aya.

You can watch it all 11 episodes online at www.1litreoftears.com

For OST, music videos, piano sheets & guitar tabs, you can find it here at Orange Days

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Currently listening to K - Only Human